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I still have some damage to my sciatic nerve, and I am not expecting it to correct itself. People tell me that I am being pessimistic to have this attitude. I maintain that I am not being pessimistic, but realistic. I do not expect that I will ever regain feeling in my thighs, but I am starting to be accepting of that.
I still have a fair amount of pain, and I limp sometimes, but the more time passes the less I limp. I don't have the flexibility of a dancer, but I am regaining the mobility of any functioning person, and that is incredibly refreshing.
I have one surgery left and it is no where near as intense. The surgeon will make two more incisions, one on each hip and remove the screws. (I get to keep them!) If all goes well, I will leave the hospital the same day as the surgery, and be on crutches for two to three weeks. Compared to my past recoveries, this is very exciting for me. I am excited for this surgery. I can feel the screws inside of my body, and it isn't particularly comfortable. But they won't be there much longer, and that is a refreshing thought. I will have the screws removed sometime between April and May.
Most importantly, I think I have learned a lot from this experience. It has been difficult, and I can say without reservation that it is not something that I want to go through again. But I have learned a lot and there have been a few good things that have come from this.
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